Thanks everyone. We talked and I decided to put an end to what was going on between us. We are best friends and its better that we remain happy and in each others lives instead of having this constant questioning remain between us at this point. We've gone through our ups and downs and we are very happy with each other after talking last night so I know that the friendship will remain a great one. I did mention the email and he got a bit frustrated, which was a little red flag, and i attempted to explain to him that the email wasn't the factor, what the email said wasn't the factor, but that the email made me question what role i played in his life and if i even had the right to be peeved about it. I think that both of us still need to grow and do our own thing (and get over our pasts) before attempting to rush into something that could eventually destroy the friendship we have. Again, thank you guys so much. I'm sorry for offending (missyb) I don't mean to attack anyone based on their disease or sexual choices or anything, but I did also list other characteristics and actions done by this person attempting to describe her struggles and maybe why the break up was so bad. Like I said I don't enjoy bashing other women and I think it speaks badly about us when we do, but sometimes PEOPLE are just irrational and ugly human beings.