Is suicide an evolutionary mechanism?

Brosef_Goebbels · 6 months

i will likely be killing myself in the next few weeks. in the bigger scheme of things it will look like a signal blip, to society as a whole, a statistic pooled with everyone else. i was affected negatively by the healthcare system and haven't found the support i've needed. perhaps someone will take note of reasons, though there already seems to be enough death that the majority of people don't care about enough, as they aren't affected by it, to cause actual change. whether this is good or bad, has pros or cons, it will depend what values people have. what benefit productivity or otherwise could i of had? perhaps there is an overlay of excess of people who could provide some of what i could. i know my experiences are very unique for what i have gone through, so i have a better understanding and insight than most, though it is also what ultimately will cause me to no longer be able to want to live.

Brosef_Goebbels · 6 months

you mean to say logical or analytical. emotion is an intelligence

artemisbuckwald · 6 months

sorry to jump in here. you said meditation helps. have you practiced letting thoughts come up, and then go away? do you do guided meditation or practice on your own? i would suggest to do guided meditation so you relax your own mind and just listen, as meditation on your own can let the mind get deeper into spaces (not necessarily bad spaces but deep into a 'void' space doesn't necessarily bring positive lasting change). also do you do yoga at all?

ziggymarmafield · 6 months

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qZMX6H6YY1M might be why

justforsw · 7 months

environment has an affect on you to the degree of somewhere around 50%; it sounds like you have had shitty people around you. i wouldnt label them as ever being family either - family dont treat family like that; so first realize that, and realize it as often as you need to

imdonethrowaway · 7 months

and a fuck you to anyone for bringing up medications after i asked to respect my wishes to not bring them up.

i am doubting you experienced any of the severe side-effects from them if you are still an advocate of them.

imdonethrowaway · 7 months

i was doing counseling therapy up until two weeks ago. all it did was open up wounds and allowed my confidence to be higher than it should have and get me buried into situations i cant handle. my family has been supporting me financially already but i am not going to ask them for more money at this point.

the point is i dont think i will get better and that i will always need to be supported financially but i dont want to live that way

imdonethrowaway · 7 months

she will tell my family and it will be too much of a burden on her. she isnt that mature even though she is older - she has her own issues; our upbringing wasnt very healthy.

she doesnt live here. i could visit for the weekend though it usually ends up badly because she is clingy and feels offended when i need space and i need space often. we have never been close.

i do exercise regularly, or at least up until a few weeks ago. i used to do yoga 6-7 times a week though that is more of a distraction i realize now, and it brought me to this point of being more buried than i would have been otherwise. i eat fairly well too. and gym memberships and yoga cost money which is why i stopped yoga recently. i have tried starting my own home practice but the motivation isnt fully there and it is too isolating. just being around people outside is temporarily more beneficial but i am getting tired of that. i am not sure writing my feelings will get me anywhere, that doesnt change the outside world

imdonethrowaway · 7 months

medications then apply. they dont let you stay in hospitals if you dont follow their rules. so not an option. edit: and they will notify the family

HighwireAct · 7 months

here's the cup

Rafreakee · 7 months

do you think those couldn't have still be achieved minus everything else stated in the graphic?

k0sTi · 7 months

That's the best line yet.

k0sTi · 7 months

I think this thread just sank to a new level..

k0sTi · 7 months

Pure net with that one..

k0sTi · 7 months

People are really fishing for compliments in pun threads these days.

xCripyx · 7 months

i doubt there is one. there are videos on aitinstitute.org explaining things in more laymen's terms; point of marketing is to get more people using something that works, not necessarily telling exactly how or why it works..

xCripyx · 7 months

a research from france 40+ years ago 'discovered' the correlation between hearing and behaviour and that you can use your hearing as a diagnostic tool. it only came to north america ~8 years ago, specifically quebec, likely because of the french commonality

xCripyx · 7 months

if you're hypersensitive to sound (or other stimuli) then you can become introverted because the environment is a stronger stimulus for you than for other people who aren't as sensitive http://www.aitinstitute.org/ - the website is geared towards autistic children though at bottom of that page it lists some of what it helps ear infections are a big possible sign - the theory is that because sound is painful your brain starts to pay attention to sound abnormally, because it wants to avoid sources of pain. this causes then your focus to abnormally be fixed moreso toward sound and prevents your focus from shifting to other things with less friction/less effort (makes it more exhausting to focus and to learn) edit: there is simple way to know if you are a potential candidate to benefit from AIT; you get an audiogram done to check for imbalances in hearing (how low of Db can you hear in each ear.. eg: if at 1000 hz the lowest sound you can hear is 12 dbs, and right ear you hear at 15 db)

xCripyx · 7 months

you could just be sensitive to the environment, and more greatly affected by shifts in environment around you (changes in noise, light [sensitivity to light, etc]; if you're with someone you know then your focus / attention can be on them, interactions with them, and so you won't notice the environmental changes.

did you have ear infections as a child?

Crazz · 7 months

Do you even want to sell the domain?

They are trying to bully you.

Their thinking: It is cheaper for them (at the moment) for them to pay lawyers to bully you than what they could seriously offer you.

What's it worth to you? If they paid for your college? Not saying they will.

But you could just reply saying a) to cease and desist contacting you as it's harassment, b) you have no intent of selling the domain as it's your last name and you use it, and that the only thing that you sell it for would be if it was enough to get you through college which is $xx,xxx

They'll at minimum offer you half, maybe 1/4 or 1/10 of what you ask for.

Just then tell them "No thanks, take care. Do not contact again unless it is to offer me the full amount I would let go of my site for"

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