Basically, the worst experience I had was an amazing unfathomable relationship with pure perfection, envy, and love for one another.

One day, we got into a huge argument about what we were really giving up in our relationship for each other. She got into a car accident that night, and there hasn't been a day that has gone by that I don't see her when I close my eyes.

She's gone forever, point is.. be blessed you lose a loved one from "Timing" or "Love", because they may just leave forever in an instant.