25 years old. No hope for any sort of future. No friends, never had a girlfriend, don't enjoy anything anymore, no energy for anything, I drink every night just to be able to sleep without torment.

deathplz · 2012-05-24T06:43:10.797094+00:00

Gettin to bed, be back tomorrow.

deathplz · 2012-05-24T03:26:32.683451+00:00

Why not get some medication for the time being, then you can get off of it when things have improved? You can't assume that things will always be bad. You could take joy in life again. You can't tell me that that isn't worth something.

deathplz · 2012-05-23T23:33:40.310837+00:00

Hopefully you are doing alright. I'm here if you want to talk. Please don't hesitate.

ilykejosh · 2012-05-23T16:31:52.015496-07:00

Trying going around to the right.

pnsmcgraw · 1 day

Damn.

pnsmcgraw · 1 day

How much is it? I was just saying because I've heard of fast render times with it.

pnsmcgraw · 1 day

Check out premiere too.

pnsmcgraw · 1 day

Awesome, good to hear!

deathplz · 1 day

Remember, it's just not worth it. You don't deserve to give up on yourself. You deserve more. You can't just assume that things will remain bad, you've just gotta get out there and try to turn things around, they aren't set in stone.

Now I'm getting to bed for real, be back tomorrow.

deathplz · 1 day

I hope you got over your hangover and are feeling better; I'm headed to bed. I'll be back tomorrow.

siroswald · 1 day

After you get the lordvessel in anor londo you can teleport to some bonfires.

deathplz · 2 days

If you've got a hangover, maybe go to sleep for a bit and try to sleep it off. It may help with your mood too.

deathplz · 2 days

Just because someone is a good person doesn't mean they automatically are your friend. Im talking anyone, teachers, classmates, coworkers, strangers, etc.

deathplz · 2 days

You can't assume that things are stagnant. Just because you don't have any friends doesn't mean you never will. You've just got to get out there and try. Also, people don't have to be perfect to be your friend. You seem to have an interest in video games to some degree, and it doesn't take a 130 IQ to share that interest. No one is perfect.

deathplz · 2 days

Also, there are hotlines in the sidebar, don't refrain from calling them, they can be a great way to talk to someone who wants to hear what you are going through, and help you out.

deathplz · 2 days

Surely you have met some good people in your life.

deathplz · 2 days

Just because things haven't gone your way up until now doesn't mean they will continue to. I really think you need some medication, you don't have to feel this way, you know. Just because you don't have any money doesn't mean you don't have options for getting help. It's just not worth it to completely end your existence as a living, thinking being.

deathplz · 2 days

If you mean everyone is like that, i know you know that isn't true.

deathplz · 2 days

Just because there are annoying people out there doesn't mean that everyone is. There'll almost always be some idiots/assholes in a given group.

deathplz · 2 days

Well, if you don't want to search online, then that leaves getting out there in the real world and trying to make relationships, which can be trying, but definitely possible. There are smart people out there, even more so near places like colleges, etc., do you have any places nearby that would attract intelligent people? However, they aren't only near these kind of places.

I'm headed to bed, be back tomorrow.

deathplz · 2 days

I can see why you wouldn't relate with them, but there are smart women out there with whom you can relate.

I take issue with that last sentence. Sure, it may be harder to relate to a large number of people, but, being smart, you see things people don't, you have opportunities others don't, you can do the same things with less work. You are only at a disadvantage if you try to lead the life of one of these lesser men, because you don't fit that role.

deathplz · 2 days

If these memories are bad, don't think on them once you have learned any sort of lessons from them. It can't help to dwell on that type of thing. The world isn't out to get you, it's not a person, it doesn't hold grudges. Don't be discouraged by the past, just because things have gone poorly doesn't mean they will continue to.

It's good that you called some ladies, it should help to try and get out there. Why didn't you have anything to say?

deathplz · 2 days

Well, just a slight bit is somewhat of an improvement right? Anxiety about what? Sorry for the late response as well.

pnsmcgraw · 2 days

Alright, cool. They have good trials, 30 days I think, not sure. It's what I use, render times are long compared to premiere I've heard, but I do render 1080p. Give it a shot for sure.

deathplz · 2 days

How was today?

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